hey today is a really weird day! i've got 2 new goals hehe. not gonna tell my first one, but my second one is to maintain my eyesight! on my way home, while i was at toa payoh mrt station today i passed by this blind old woman. then i decided that i didnt know how to help, but thinking from a third party's point of view, doesnt that make me as apathetic as the other youngsters whose path i was blocking while i was deciding? sheesh nobody stopped to help. what about those helpful youngsters i always see on tv ah? after almost reaching the end of the stairs i decided to go back and help :/ oh then uhh very lame ah, just say,'auntie wo bang ni ah' like what haogongmin textbook would say. then we were walking on flat ground, so i thought it was safe and let my mind wander to dreamland as usual. when we came to another flight of stairs i was still wondering if there were such people who just wanted to trick us into thinking they were blind, taking for granted that the next step was commonsense, which i spotted even while dreaming and wondering. and cos i was with her, then she let her guard down and almost fell down the stairs cos i didnt remind her!!!!! wl i wanted to help her and in the end almost caused her to fall instead as it made her let her guard down! then i was feeling rather guilty and we went to ntuc to buy tissue paper, which she says she bought to sell. and again i took such a long time to find the $2.75 pack. gosh even with seeable eyes i was not much of a help to a blind person. that's why i think we shouldnt take our eyesight for granted and even by just being alive as a normal person, we can always help someone else - our life does not just belong to us la. Thus my new goal :D